As a person living with autism one of the biggest tasks (sometimes I feel the only one) is to try to undestand myself. Driven by the deeply good (also a bit naive) intention, that if I am able to figure out how to handle myself with all my strange behaviour, I can help other people to understand me and connect with me more esier.
Trying to explain me to myself means that everytime I try to write down who I am, what I’m doing, what are my aims, etc, I approach the topic from different points of view unintentionally. There are no two same drafts, not even similar ones, the desperate attempt to put my existence into words drive me every time to different path with different outcomes. Everytime I focus on a different little detail of my life that diverts me from my original path.
Over the recent 4-5 years I developed the habit creating more and more subprojects some way independent but still storngly connected to my main blogs. There is a lot kf twlk about why it’s not necessarily a good idea to create too many subdomains. One of the main reasons is that it duplicate content easily and completely unnecessarily. For example, when bloggers want to do it properly, they need every time an “about the blog”/about the autor” pages, that can cause easily duplicated/multiplied content.
And that’s where my neurodivergence and the constant struggling with self-definition comes handy.
Here, on my official page I keep it simple, but, naturally, there is a different style introduction page on the History and Fiction subdomain. And again, amother different summary of what you should know about me is to be found on PelotonTales.
It’s one of those stuff, when neurotypical people want to give you a useful advice, youshouldn’t do this, but rather should do that without realizing that those advices are usefull only for other neurotypical people and might be wrong for someone with different brain activities.